Q&A #54: It’s All About the Benjamins
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I wrote an article a few days ago about my approach to poker. Poker players seem to have almost endless problems with tilt in its various forms. If tilt is a problem for you, then Tommy Angelo is your man. Tommy is the world’s most awesomest authority on the controlification of tilt. Check out his website at tiltless.com.
Tilt is a problem for today’s questionier, tuplich:
I read a few of your articles on notedpokerauthority.com and I found them very useful. Though, they would be more usfeul if I would still have a bankroll.
Let me explain what happened and why I need help.
I started to play poker last february, when I became 18-year-old. I had heard about a game called Texas Holdem from from my friends and I wanted to try it. The reasons being mainly to get money and excitement. I deposited like 10-20$ at once and eventually lost it every time. After awhile I found the no deposit bonuses from forums and other sites. I took almost all of the no deposit bonuses available. I played awhile but then it hit, TILT. Let me explain how I experience it later. Well.. I played a lot of freerolls and tried to get some money out of them. I put some of my own money in poker too and lost it every single time. I have lost more than I have won right now.
Well, then it all changed. I deposited 50$ to a poker site and went into a 10+1$ MTT. I won it! I had a huge load of money. 800$. I withdrew 600$ instantly and started playing poker with 200$. I lost the 200$ the same day I won the MTT. I played too big SnG’s and nl50.
After losing that 200$, I put the money in other site and got up to 1300$ mainly in nl50. Then I got hit by a downswing,I lost like 9buyins 450$. It made me think why didn’t I cashout the money and bought something useful or so.After losing the 9 buyins I was in TILT. I couldnt control my game and I was depressed. I have got over it now and I dont care so much about losing the money anymore. But then, it was a hell on earth.
Now Im wondering how to start playing again. When I won that 11$ MTT I went almost directly from nl10->nl50. That was a problem, and still is. I think my playing skills is in good condition, but my mental abilities are not. I TILT very easy, if I lose a buyin I usually become depressed and start to think, “what the hell, its just money” and lose more. And I cant concentrate on playing too much. I want to win big instantly. If I have a 50$ on my poker account, I usually go and play some 50$ tournament with it and then wonder what the hell I just did.
Can you please help me. I want to play but I need to improve my mental skills/abilities.
Whew. That’s quite the emotional whirligig. I have some advice.
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Tags: bankroll, poker, Psychology, tilt, tommy-angelo

This isn’t tilt. This is a gambling problem.
Thanks for fixing the syndication, by the way.